Thursday, June 25, 2009
My Little Miss Messy.
I'm not a poet
Nor am I good with words
These are my thoughts
Humble thoughts for you
Standing at the crossroads of my life
Never did I imagine this time would come
Never did I imagine that this day would arrive
Hugging you so tightly
Tears flowed down my cheeks
How I wished time would freeze
And allow me to be in your arms
Allow us not to part
Releasing you is hard
But I know it has to be done
Cause we are parting for valid reasons
Parting in order to seek something
Something that is extremely valuable
Goodbyes were accompanied with tears
As you walked away
My eyes were fixed on you
Becoming smaller by the second
Until you were out of sight
Then, I realised
There' s something missing
There's something in my heart that is missing
It's you my dear
You are and will always be part of me
My prayers will accompany your journey
My care will be with you
I must and am redha with our parting
May this friendship be strong
As time goes by
I pray
She Blogged 1:24 AM
Khas Untukmu.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Thursday
25 June 2009
Sahabat,
Pergilah terbang
Lebarkan sayapmu
Merentasi langit cita- citamu
Pergilah terbang
Menerobos awan
Menimba ilmu yang Allah ciptakan
Pergilah teman
Pemergianmu ditangisi
Pemergianmu diiringi
Dengan doa tulus ikhlasku
Berbaktilah pada agama dan masyarakat
Di mana sahaja kamu berada
Biar kamu jauh di mata
Dalam hati ini, kamu tetap ada
Yang ikhlas merinduimu,
Nur Fathin Khairul Anuar
01: 23 AM
She Blogged 1:09 AM
Sunday, June 21, 2009
You.
Deras hatiku berdetar
Di langit aku terlihat kamu
Terang malam,teman kita
Dengan angin meniup
Ku petik gitar akustik ini
Dengan harapan dia mendengar
Melodi indah yang ku cipta
Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya
Dan aku terus,
Menyanyi lagu ini untukmu,
Walau berjuta mendengar,
Lagu ini hanya untukmu,
Arah hidup kita,
Digambar bintang di angkasa
Berkelip melukis cinta
Terciptalah lagu kita
Walau dekat, walau hanya beberapa jam perjalanan, walau seberang tambak, walau mampu pulang setiap minggu. Rindu tetap rindu.
Dan mulalah perjalanan mereka ke alam yang baru.
Aku akan sentiasa merindu.
The aboved post definitely described my feeling to a T. Credits to Nur'athifah Mohd Noor. :)
She Blogged 1:08 AM
Dedicated To You And Only You.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Sunday
21 June 2009
Sahabat
Ingatlah Kau Selalu
Jadi Yang Terbaik
Walau Kau Tak Di Sini Lagi
Sahabat
Aku Rindu Padamu
Datanglah Walau Sesaat
Ku inginkan Kau Hadir
Aku Disini Dan Menunggu
Diam Tanpa Dirimu
Sahabat
Kau Tahu Ku Tak Bisa
Beranjak Terbang Dan Melayang
Tanpu Dirimu Ku Tak Bisa Dan Kembalilah
Aku Disini Dan Menunggu
Sahabat
p.s credits go to Aizat's song titled Sahabat.Nur Fathin Khairul Anuar
12: 39 AM
She Blogged 12:25 AM
Friday, June 19, 2009
Saturday The Thirteen.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Friday
19 June 2009
It's been a hectic week or should I say, a terribly hectic month.
So many things to do, so little time.
Alhamdulillah, my family has been helping out with most of the preparation. :)
Anyway, last week I went to a wedding at Johor Bahru as my family had been invited by our Ustaz to his children's weddings.
Why weddings? 'Cause he held it for his son's together with his daughter's reception.
It is the type of wedding reception that I'm planning to hold if I get married one day. Hee.
So nice and tranquil. :D
The week ahead will definitely be a hectic one.
So little time left, so many things to do.
Allahu Musta'an.
Nur Fathin Binte Khairul Anuar
12: 49 AM
She Blogged 12:38 AM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
So Close.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Saturday
13 June 2009
Life is terribly fragile that a single reckless act can change everything in a split second.
SubhaanaAllah.Thank you Allah for everything. Thank you.
I don't have the strength to leave them. I really don't.
Wallahu Musta'an.Nur Fathin Binte Khairul Anuar
11: 30 PM
She Blogged 11:23 PM
Searching For The Others.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Friday12 June 2009
' Papa happy. Anak papa dah nak lanjutkan pelajaran. 'That was his words that he conveyed to me while he was reversing the car in our home's carpark just now.
We were back from driving around - with me behind the wheels - and while in the car, we talked about a lot of stuffs and one of the topics that we talked about was about me furthering my studies.
Upon hearing what Papa had said, I was touched yet I didn't show it but deep down, I am glad that I have made my parents happy and proud of me as I know it has always been their wish to see me furthering my studies in the religious field; and I thank Allah for granting them their wish by making me passionate about knowing my religion more deeply and making this interest of mine, a concrete one and never once it fades away.
( although there's no doubt that other interests keep coming to knock on the door of my heart, religion is still the ultimate passion, alhamdulillah, (: ) I also do pray that I will keep learning about
Islam with the heart being untainted with other motives except to do it
khaalishotan lillahi Ta'alaOkay, back to the topic.I can't really imagine the day that I will finally bid farewell to my family.
Yeah, I know that Malaysia is terribly and insanely near to Singapore yet the thought of leaving my loved ones behind is making my heart aches day after day.
Time is running out. * tick tock tick tock *
The very fact that my family will not be around for me is one of the major reasons why I am not that keen to prepare the things needed prior to my departure; which
- as a matter of fact - is just less than 2 weeks away.
In other words, I am now living in a world that I purposely made myself, oblivious to the time. Erk.
So Mr Keen and Mr Eager,
( don't ask me why I use MR instead of Miss, okay? ) can you two please come back quickly from your holiday? ' Cause I need you to be here with me as soon as possible alright? ' Cause with the two of you around, I can start returning to live in reality. Please?
Wassalam.
Nur Fathin Khairul Anuar
12: 59 AM
She Blogged 12:07 AM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
The First Entry.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Thursday
11 June 2009.
This is the day when this humble blog is born.
Some of my peers must be curious as to why I made a blog as I'm not the type of person who likes to share with others about my thoughts, my feelings.
Yet as days passed, I realised that I need to create an outlet or a space whereby my loved ones and my friends can keep in touch with me.
Family will be in Singapore while friends will be scattered all over the place. Egypt, Malaysia, Singapore. So * bam! * the idea of creating a blog seemed like a perfect one in order to keep in touch with them.
Although I will not be here with them physically in just a matter of days, they will still know that I'm connecting and interacting with them through this space.
I can't promise to constantly update this blog but I will try to make time for it biiznillah.
I also don't expect you readers to benefit anyhing from this page but if you do, Alhamdulillah.
That' about it for now.
Wasslam.
p.s : credits to best buddy nur'athifah mohd noor for making this blog a reality for me. :D
Nur Fathin Khairul Anuar
11: 45 PM
She Blogged 11:20 PM